Ive been doing really damn good since the last post! I'm talkin "My confidence sensei beat my ass with the answers to my deepest questions and now I can arm wrestle Chuck Norris's beard fist for a solid 60 seconds before losing to a legit compliment from the Texas Ranger himself" kind of good! There's more valid evidence for why doing what i enjoy for a living is better in the long term than working a 9-5 job in a different town doing something i dread for 1/3 of the pay i need to live on my own with my employer deciding where my health insurance payments go to while i make hard choices for all my other expenses.

i hate how bleak that reality is. i refuse to try to make that work.

i dont even think about my problems back then all that much! they do pop up from time to time, but its like they space it out by once or twice every two weeks. makes publicly talking about them in an animated video feel less worth the effort. and im ok with that!

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oh yeah, Sharpy wanted to have Leon Kennedy abs for Christmas! I think i will work on that for a palette cleanser!